I started this blog in January 2025 as a place to dump all my thoughts, reactions, and rants. Basically, it’s my online journal. I always have my phone with me, and for some reason I can never keep up with writing in a notebook every day. That’s why it makes more sense to do online journaling AKA blogging.
Also, if I’m being honest, I’m probably a little too narcissistic not to post my thoughts online where other people might read them. Even if most of the things I write about don’t really matter to anyone else.
The real reason I started journaling, though, was because someone I loved very much was going through a difficult time. During that period, I felt like I had to be the strongest person for my family, and I didn’t really have a place to release what I was feeling. It started to feel suffocating.
So I made this blog as a space where I could write what I was really thinking and feeling, without people around me knowing it was me. In some way, it helped lighten the emotional weight I was carrying.
Before, I posted a few entries about my life: how I grew up, the people I grew up with, and the ups and downs of my childhood. I also wrote about experiences that I think left lasting marks on me, things that shaped who I am now or still affect me today.
Recently, I decided to delete those posts. Looking back, I realized most of them were focused on ranting about my childhood, and it would take a lot of entries before I ever got to the parts of life I actually want to talk about now.
If I’m going to keep writing here, I want this space to reflect the things that matter most in my life. Something that when I read it a few years from now, I won’t throw up from feeling too cringe.


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